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A trail of dust

2010-11-12T09:42:00.002+08:00

Watching movies have always been my kind of thing to kill boredom. I woke up this morning, stare myself in the mirror and asked whether I missed watching a movie with a loved one. "Yes I do...".

Some movies have lovely endings, while some just leaves you wanting for more.

She is leaving...maybe on a jet plane. Maybe to somewhere far away, for a long time or it could be a short trip. But she is still leaving. All that is left is a trail of dust.

My face is dirty with dust. I need to scrub it clean. Put a smile on it. Turn the other way. Leaving another trail of dust.

Greg Pritchard - Britain's Got Talent - Show 5

2010-11-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

Awesome...

a scar

2010-11-03T23:34:00.001+08:00

i've a scar on my left arm that serves to remind me of a past memory...

On to bigger things

2010-10-28T08:49:00.001+08:00

Unless you are faithful in small matters, you won't be faithful in large ones. Luke 16:10 NLT

Have I been faithful in small matters? Ask yourselves...I'm asking myself.

A Place to Belong...

2010-10-26T09:37:00.002+08:00

At Petra Church (www.petrachurch.org.sg) , Pastor John Koe delivered a sermon I cannot forget.

It was the Sabbath day and the date was the 24th of October. My heart was still in the wilderness. The trip back to Singapore was impromptu. I was supposed to leave JB the night before for KL. But I had to abandon my plans to the request of my relatives. I am grateful. It had been a blessing; great one.

"You are an orphan until you find a belonging in a place filled with love; God's love...

These are the words that awakened me. The message was simple yet full of impact.

Steve Holy - Good Morning Beautiful

2010-10-22T12:23:00.000+08:00

While having my tea at a local cafe, this song reminded me of what the feeling of

being in love felt. My heart is still troubled. It is still lost...

Lord guide me.

The lost canary

2010-10-18T23:51:00.002+08:00

A canary spotted in the dense forest was seen frantically flying in circles in search of a

escape route. After circling the same trees for a period undefined, the canary perched on a branch looking fatigued and totally worn out. The forest was so dense that the sun could hardly beam its rays through the foliage. There wasn't much light to begin with to show the canary the way out. But if only the canary knew, the hardly noticeable rays of lights were the only way out.

You will never find a canary in dense forest. Unless it took the wrong turn...

Life:East Cost Style

2010-10-14T18:22:00.002+08:00

You read it right. It isn't the "west coast" which you would normally hear from the american tv propoganda. No bling blings, no nigger, no bikers. Only simple living people.

What does a Malaysian mean to you?

Go to the east coast and see for yourselves. What you see may give you a culture shock when you go back to the west.

What a long wait...

2010-10-10T18:29:00.002+08:00

picture courtesy of Rosetine Sew (lao niang)

Sometimes I miss viewing life from a comedic perspective. Life is not all boring; monotonous.

If life is not at all mundane, then it is worth celebrating.

We celebrate life. We celebrate with the people that matters most. We celebrate it with God, foremost. Our family. Our friends. People who invest and share common grounds. Only they will understand and celebrate life with you without prejudice.

What life will mine become, if I lack the joy of living.

Is this place still alive?

2010-10-10T18:17:00.001+08:00

Testing...

I just came back....

Dumbass think tank

2009-07-27T15:28:00.002+08:00

The "think tank" in the BN government is rather stupid. Their "tanks" could be really rusty. Thats why they came up with really dumbass statements and "proofs". They even got the dates wrong...what silly mistakes even if they have an ingenious plan to frame someone. I think, they just framed themselves. Sigh...real dumbass.

Death of a witness!

2009-07-16T22:23:00.002+08:00

The MACC must answer the suspicious death of Teoh Beng Hock.

Something is very very fishy about how the MACC is doing their "job". Why only the Selangor government is being investigated? Why not the BN government for all the mega and non mega projects?

Dimming Light

2009-07-03T09:46:00.002+08:00

People say, life is like a journey. It is like taking a stroll for some. For others, it is running for your life. Yet for the rest, it could just be a journey on a wheel chair. Isn't it sad to see this happening.

Life has been great with the ups and downs. It could be greater minus the downs. But, what is life without the adventures? At this point in my life, the light at the end of the tunnel seems to be dimming. Day by day, I see the small source of light getting smaller. Is the light really dimming? I now think, it could be my mis-perception. The light at the end of the tunnel is actually constant in brightness. I guess maybe I am walking backwards or I could have a worsening vision.

I wouldn't know until I find the answer. Show me some light...

Connections.

2009-06-11T12:31:00.002+08:00

How well are you connected?

Sadly, some times, if not most times businesses thrive on connections.
Don't get me wrong, no man is an island but manipulating a relationship for personal gain
is not right.

However, we are made to live in a community. Business through honest dealings through connections will be beneficial to all.

He was always the hero...never zero

2009-05-11T16:19:00.001+08:00

Nizar is the legitimate MB, rules the High Court.

Full stop..............

Death of Democracy, Rise of Dictatorship

2009-05-07T13:22:00.002+08:00

Today marked the death of democracy in Perak and in Malaysia.

Where art thou, the great democratic advocate; USA!

Corruption has gone to a new level...democracy to the graves...dictatorship of zombies.

Reporting frmo Kuching

2009-05-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

This is my maiden trip to the Borneo island. It is indeed steep in culture and heritage. You never know until you come here personally. It is a beautiful place where treasures are hidden to the outside world. As elusive as it looks, you must search and unfold the mysteries it poses. Unravelling the mysteries is like walking in faith; believing you will find something interesting before you see it.

Hope over to my photo blog www.see-not.blogspot.com to see some pictures.

I'll Be Back

2009-04-02T08:32:00.002+08:00

Terminator said those words...

But SpeakNot says...he's already back.

After a long silence from the public due to heavy workload and long working hours. I'm finally back to the blogging scene. This time, there will be revamps to the things I'm about to write and pictures I'm about to post. I'm no longer with the concrete company. I'm now somewhere better and more suited to my forte.

What kind of a person?

2008-11-10T18:41:00.001+08:00

How can a Minister in charge of the a department under him doesn't know of his subordinates doings? Read...this article

Who is the ball"less" guy?

2008-10-25T12:29:00.002+08:00

If a subordinate's actions contributed to abuse of power or a blatant ignorance of human rights, then who should be responsible?

If the police represents the home ministry, then the minister is responsible. He cannot say, "Ask the police.". There is no room for this kind of blame game. Where is the ethics that a leader should portray? Oh, I forgotten...it is a politician I'm talking about. Politicians can only be politically correct. Well, not all politicians..just most of them.

If he has the guts to admit his ministry's faults in detaining a 6 year old girl for "being a threat to national security" then he should resign. If he should deny and wash his hands clean, he should resign too. The officers who detained the girl should resign too. And to top it up, they should all apologise publicly.

Looming Recession?

2008-10-22T21:13:00.002+08:00

Malaysia's projection of growth for next year remained positive, slightly over 3% as forecast by a number of local institutions. Britain's economy is projected to shrink about 0.9% next year. It is said to perform worst than the USA and the other member countries of the G7. So, does it look bad at all? Since, only the G7 will be experiencing somewhat 0% growth. Which means no growth, if we were to look at it more optimistically. Citizens of the world, this is bad news.

Governments and other financial institutions are doing their best to boost investors' confidence by assuring stable economic situation, sound financial sector and a host of other crap. They are not going out to lie or cheat you. They are only diverting your attention to something more appealing.

So, what should we do?

I don't actually know what's best to do now. However, I think it is best to save some money and be on the look out for investment opportunities. When the time is right (which can be never) put an amount of money you are willing to lose (just in case your investment goes bust) into the "safest" investment portfolio. As you can see, I mentioned the "safest" but not for some dumb reasons. Remember, never put all your eggs into one basket (that's if you have anymore eggs left). For now, I'm saving some eggs for the basket...Looming recession? I say, time for opportunist!

Global Depression

2008-10-08T23:25:00.002+08:00

Of late, inflation, tumbling share markets, and a world wide financial crisis were the talk of the town. Even, an outbreak of dengue (or some claimed to be a mysterious disease caused by the droppings from swiftlets) is being overshadowed by the economic turmoil the world is facing. The talk of an opposition leader snatching the leadership from the present PM is no longer the focus of "political analyst" at coffee shops in town. What is looming behind the doors of the closet of all those involved in this "Great Depression"? Is there a Boogeyman waiting to pounce on the next easiest or juiciest victim?

"The worst is yet to come", cites a manager in the ready-mix industry. Maybe we are too pessimistic about the economy. Maybe we are too dependent on bailouts. Either way, we lack the confidence of fund managers both professional and amateur when the market was bullish. Probably when the market goes into hibernation, these fund managers will think of a better plan for the next bull run. If there are survivors during the past recession and depression, definitely we will see some this time around too. The question will always be, "Will the amount of money left in the market or its value for that matter suffice to re-generate a sluggish economy?".

In economics, I learn that there is a 10 year cycle of an economic recession. Now, I think someone ought to teach that there is a 80 year cycle of a Great Depression! I thought I would only read about it in books and printings of that era. The only recollection of the that 1920s era is the book The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald. However, the story Fitzgerald told that depicts the fruits of the American Dream were quickly forgotten during the Great Depression. Will the USA again repeat this act? Or will the world follow in the USA's footsteps? Conveniently forgetting all things negative while focus on rebuilding a crumbled economy and society, the economic powerhouses might help elevate the world out of this depression. Maybe, a Chinese Dream or an Indian Dream will be more appropriate this time around.

John D. Rockefeller said that "These are days when many are discouraged. In the 93 years of my life, depressions have come and gone. Prosperity has always returned and will again." (Schultz, 1999)

Reference:

Schultz, Stanley K. (1999). "Crashing Hopes: The Great Depression". American History 102: Civil War to the Present. University of Wisconsin-Madison. Retrieved on 2008-03-13.

The P State

2008-09-13T10:08:00.002+08:00

Malaysia has lost its appeal as a peaceful country rich in natural resources and "limitless" opportunities.

In the wake of the political unrest faced by her people, the government has launched a campaign to deter journalist to report the truth, allege politicians of wrong doings and a blogger who is voicing his opinion. Only about a week or two back, the PM said journalist should report the truth, but that has proven otherwise. Bloggers who voiced their opinions and blogged based on facts have been detained and investigated while the supposed perpetrator is still on the lose.

Where is our freedom & our rights?

I hope the more powerful & influential nations will put pressure or at least release some proof or information about the corrupt practices that is so rampant in this country. We as Malaysian are so sick of this. Business can only run smoothly when dirty money is involved. Sometimes, some Malaysians think it is part of life. They have been deceived into believing that it is perfectly fine to do so.

Puke!

Hyppos

2008-09-10T23:21:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, we tend to find more hypocrites in churched than anywhere else.
OK, maybe this statement is made with ignorance but sometimes the
level of hypocrisy is so unacceptable that it drives christians out of church
faster than souls saved. What a shame. Don't join them, go against them,
but first, look into a mirror and think twice before you say or do anything.

Jesus said He doesn't like luke warm people, you either be cold or hot.
Ask Him which he prefers...

Race based politics should die...

2008-09-09T00:32:00.003+08:00

The political scene in Malaysia is similar to a decomposing corpse. Rot is seen everywhere in the once championed race based politics. There are 3 major races in Malaysia. Thus, there are also 3 main stream political parties representing each race for its own selfish interest. UMNO represents the Malays, MCA represents the Chinese and MIC represents the Indians. There are also other political parties in Malaysia that have a different approach even though some show slight inclinations to race based politics but never to the extent of BN's (national coalition of UMNO, MCA and MIC).

Read HERE and HERE to know a bit more about the recent spats between races.

Firstly, there was the HINDRAF issue, and now the "chinese are squaters" issue.
Maybe China should give the government and those who are racist a very stern warning not to bully it's cousins. We are Chinese, but we are Malaysians first and foremost. For goodness sake, we are Malaysian Chinese. We fought beside you against the Japanese and walked with you to garner independence from the British. Which part says we are not citizens? Like the Chinese and Indians, the Malays are not the first people of this land called Malaysia. The Orang Asli (indigenous) are the rightful owners.

If we continue to fight over this petty things, our economy will not recover, our political stability will be gone, our unity will be lost and Malaysia will never be prosperous again.

Kick Racism out of this Land...

2008-08-13T17:04:00.001+08:00

I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Languages are probably Quality Time and Physical Touch

My Detailed Results:
Quality Time:	8
Physical Touch:	8
Acts of Service:	6
Words of Affirmation:	5
Receiving Gifts:	3

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.

Take the Quiz!
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So What !@#

2008-08-13T16:28:00.002+08:00

Is UiTM going to provide the citizens with quality education? Hell no!!!! All this is shit. Where are they in the Top 200 university ranking list?

I don't think anyone should be above another. We are Malaysians...we are not PR holders!!!

This really pissed me off. If We are not welcome here I think all except the East Malaysians and the Orang Asli only deserve to be call BUMIPUTERAS.

I say Malaysia for Malaysians...If We leave the country with our investment and money, Malaysia dies with it. Be grateful for the help we have given...We are not asking for more, only equality and just treatment!

Insecurity

2008-08-09T16:39:00.002+08:00

Again they have shown it. Again, they have felt insecure. The people of this particular faith is so insecure in their faith that when certain parties meet in a forum to discuss and find an amicable solution for conversion and denouncing the faith have caused severe reaction. This severe reaction have shown the uncivilised nature of the faith through threatening words used. Is violence an integral part of this faith? My friends of this faith certainly didn't portray that but the majority have shown it. If your faith is real then you should have no worries, your God can protect his own great name!

Tormenting Secrets

2008-07-22T14:03:00.002+08:00

Agree or otherwise, too much of knowledge can sometimes be a torment.

Listening to people's problems and secrets can place a heavy load of burden on yourself.
It is something of a supernatural feat to become a counselor. I feel burdened to the point of puking.

Worst still, having to face and greet as if nothing had happened with the people whose dark evil doings or pass doings you already know is equally tormenting. Forgiveness is simple when humility and love is present. The memory of it is hard to erase, if not at all possible without a serious concussion.

Lord, I pray for forgiveness for judging and harbouring prejudice. I ask for your Holy Spirit to comfort me and relief me from this burden. Grant me the discernment to make the right decisions and to trust the right person. Give me wisdom to handle all situations well. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

With this prayer, I can now say..."it is well with my soul.."

Political Sodomy

2008-06-30T15:00:00.002+08:00

Maybe there will be a new phrase in the English vocab used to describe political assassination. Well, maybe it is only applicable in the Malaysian context. Politicians in Malaysia have been dwelling each other for decades but never before in this most uncreative way. The de facto PKR leader was the laughing stock in the last bout of sodomy allegations and he clearly "lost" the case. Back then, there was someone else who knew how to flex his muscles and had a brain of a intelligent human. Now, many doubt the brains are even as big as a grape. Probably on peanut sized. That is why the zoo is getting crowded.

Sodomy charge used the second time is like crying out loud: Plagiarism! I wonder why the previous author did not sue anyone for his hard work copied? Maybe he is laughing at these monkeys instead while whispering to himself, "These stupid fools.".

I guess, the world now should know, using a sodomy charge to politically sodomise (murder) a rival's political career is after all not a good idea. So, if someone tries to sodomise you, run to the Turkish Embassy. At least someo is able to discern...

Sigh...

2008-06-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

Check this out THE TRUTH about Petronas and the Government

yawn...

2008-06-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

i wanna get out...employment seems like a boring job.

2008-06-10T22:26:00.004+08:00

Visit...

The Hike

2008-06-07T13:46:00.002+08:00

Fuel price hike is damaging enough whenever it happens without the adjustments to the people's salary to compensate for the foreseen inflation.

The recent fuel hike is not one that any Malaysian other than the policy makers had ever expected. The direct impact on transportation is so severe that it has grind the fleets of trucks to a halt for a few days already. Next week, the transporters' association will hold another meeting to decide the percentage increase. Brace yourselves. The fuel-tsunami will hit hard.

I speak as a manufacturer of building materials. We've felt the impact of steel price increase and now it must be fuel. The deadliest combination. Again, I would advice, brace yourselves.

Updates

2008-05-16T11:13:00.002+08:00

I find this website pretty cool > http://www.instructables.com/ <

Oh, btw, I'll be going to Thailand next weekend. My first trip there. Expect to see some pictures soon.

Subsidy

2008-05-05T20:36:00.001+08:00

Subsidy, is a rather uninteresting topic. It was interesting. Maybe because it was a newer word to me then.

Malaysians and most of the world's citizens will be facing a turmoil of steep price increase in household goods. Steep may be too polite to describe the worsening situation. The global crude oil price have crept above US$110 per barrel. Something unheard of, something never imagined a decade ago. Fuel price have a direct impact delivery and production cost. Thus, making it inevitable for the cost to the passed down the chain, victimising us-the end consumers.

Here in Malaysia, the topic is hot. As a freshie in the working world, I am already feeling the pinch on food price increase. Even with a decent, above average income, I realise the diminishing value of the Ringgit I earn. What more those who earn much lesser and to make matters worst, have a family to feed. Will we ever solve this problem? No!

Removing the subsidy on fossil fuel is the worst nightmare of most people. Except for those in the oil & gas industry, others will never have enough compensation for the inflation that will hit them hard. A next tsunami will hit us with devastating effect. Maybe much stronger than the Asian Economic Crisis - 1997. I am not sure how will China, India, Vietnam & part of the ASEAN contain and mitigate the worst effects of this unwelcome economic event.

By channeling money saved from the subsidies and shelving of mega projects to the hardcore poor and the soon-to-be deemed new hardcore poor, might help elevate some burden. My opinion is such that, money shouldn't be directly channeled to the people. This is to avoid misused and corruption. Instead, the government should introduce other initiatives. My suggestions would be:

1) Better education and healthcare
2) Create more skilled employment opportunities
3) Provide higher tax rebates for citizens earning below RM36,000 per annum
(the figure is derived from an estimate based on personal opinion)
4) Reduce wastage by government officials (do less functions, travel low-budget & etc.)
5) Increase tax (%) for citizens earning more than RM180, 000 per annum
6) Reduce or abolish tax on ASEAN produce

I hope something like this would be done to elevate at least some burden from the people.

Conversion is a personal matter

2008-04-13T08:54:00.002+08:00

"Inform after conversion", said Nik Aziz (N16, TheStar:13 April 2008). He further strengthen his statement by saying "such decisions should be viewed as a personal matter". Hence, decisions regarding conversions and of religion are all a personal matter. If this applies to people converting to Islam, so must it apply to Muslims converting to other religion. I hope he will not forget what he had said and later on say this only applies to non-Muslims converting to Islam. That will clearly show the insecurity that is deeply entrenched of Muslims and the Islam religion.

Crumbles...

2008-04-12T21:24:00.002+08:00

Astro failed to pay the Indonesian government for the rights to use frequencies to air their contents.

KLIA was the center of attention of a daring robbery by a group of Indians (click here).

UMNO is in a state of denial, or at least only its leaders.

So, what other damaging news could make the headlines in Malaysia and the across the world?

I say, sack the arrogant leaders to stop the problem, including my GM.

Listen, listen very carefully...

2008-04-09T18:11:00.003+08:00

Pak Lah shouted Sabotage!!! within UMNO. A sore losers cry for mercy...when many in the country, especially UMNO wants him to step down responsibly after the "tsunamic" defeat in the just concluded elections.

I can't help but think that, if a leader were to say such a thing amidst growing possibilities of the the party splitting into teams A and B, the erosion of the party's unity becomes more real. If the alleged spin doctors and big bad wolf styled advisers behind this, then they are only doing his opponents a favour. Maybe to a certain extent, doing him a favour of early retirement.

UMNO will soon become irrelevant in this new era of free willed democracy where no autocratic head leads the pack. The people's voice is the power...listen, listen very carefully.

Confusion

2008-03-17T20:26:00.002+08:00

When your mind becomes a maze of confusion...

...losing your direction seems imminent...

...not jut yet...................................................

Political Tsunami

2008-03-09T14:42:00.002+08:00

Learning about the massive yet embarrassing defeat suffered by BN in the 2008 General Election through the electronic media was such an exciting experience. Never have I been this excited about the overwhelming positive that the Barisan Rakyat received through the ballot box. The pendulum swung so quickly and strongly yesterday that the ruling coalition had barely enough time to pull many tricks. Stunned, left in their disbelief of the results flashing in their face, UMNO called for an emergency meeting in the wee hours of this morning. MIC lost all its leaders. Hence, there was no meeting. MCA is still in a daze-they have lost count of their defeat. One very suspicious incident caught the attention of many. Which is the almost 3000 ballot papers which were unreturned to the LUMUT constituency for counting. Are these postal votes that were missing? I leave it to you to imagine. Can someone please challenge this..Barisan Rakyat?

BN denied 2/3 majority. Lost 5 states (Perak, Penang, Kedah, Selangora and Kelantan[failed to wrestle back]) and one Federal Terriroty.

General Elections 2008

2008-03-08T11:17:00.005+08:00

The voices of Malaysians will be heard loud and clear today. From fiery street ceramahs, house to house campaigning and finally the ballot box, Malaysians have cast their votes. However, what justifies their choice?

I think, any wise Malaysian will based their decision on the progress of the nation. Look back, assess the situation now and decide for the future...

Malaysian General Elections 2008

2008-03-04T22:50:00.002+08:00

Wearing a sarong, parading his black songkok, the man who leads the country into slumber; shouts "Malaysia Boleh" without any fruitful implementations. Not so, he and his head honchos may rebut. What about the RM1 billion police wireless network contract awarded to Motorola in exchange for RM350 million "reinvestment" into Penang? Any 10 year old can tell you that that is a lost. We ended up with a deficit of RM650 million. Is Motorola such an important investor or is Malaysia seriously thinking about its incoherent yet bias policies?

We have a bunch(pun intended)of, not leaders but greedy hairy baboons directing the country as they desire. Where will we be in the year 2050? At 5.8% growth...as compare to China being 130% bigger than USA and Vietnam at 70% of UK's economic size (read The Star). So, how do you improve human capital yet rely on agricuture? I see another New Economic Policy, I see a deepening problem with racial segregation, I see the same situation the British created when they were colonising us. Malaysia could very well be like a biodegradable plastic bag - only good for a while.

Prove me wrong...whoever leads the country next...

Slipping away...

2008-02-24T01:15:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I don't know what to expect.
Sometimes, I don't even know if I'm making the right decisions.
Sometimes, I am lost.

I am feeling lost...I don't know what to expect...I don't know if I will regret.

I am slipping away into the world...

Who Will Win

2008-02-19T00:24:00.002+08:00

When the doors of the polling stations across the nation are open on the 8th of March, have you ever thought who would actually win?

Frankly, I think the ruling party would win again. However, it wouldn't be an easy win for them this time around unless the election is rigged. I dare not point my fingers at the government for rigging the previous elections for fear of them being nipped off but I can very boldly state that there hasn't been any fair elections thus far.

In view of the number to "democratic" events running up to the elections this time around, I would think it will contribute to a whole lot of changes. Evidently, the government has taken steps to tweak things within, maybe to improve their chances of winning. Then again, the opposition still have no chance of governing the country for various reasons to their disadvantage.

I strongly advice my fellow Malaysians to vote wisely. The consequence will be for a term of 5 years.

2008-02-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

What Philip Means

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

CNY

2008-02-06T09:33:00.000+08:00

This is the time of the year, maybe the only besides Christmas where relatives from afar meet. Although being a Christian, we Chinese still celebrate Chinese New Year with much excitement. This is probably the only festivity in the Chinese calender that given the most attention. "Guo Nian", as the Chinese community mostly calls it, brings a sense of a new beginning in a person, family or the community. Coupling it with the Christian belief and practice of forgiveness, the sense of this "new beginning" might just be emphasised. The hope that Christ brought during Christmas transforms itself into reality during the Chinese New Year. What a combination! The Chinese have been so blessed as a nation and as a people group. Should we now turn our attention from a selfish one, and start blessing the community around us with no prejudice or discrimination? Yes, we should. Happy Chinese New Year!

watch this space, I'll be posting CNY pictures soon...

Life of a traveler

2008-01-30T19:42:00.000+08:00

The stress of work, the feeling of not having peace...all just add up to the damage done from 3 weeks of non-stop traveling. The fatigue from traveling an average of 200 - 300 km a day for 4 days a week is unbearable.

Anyways, to the main point. An offer to join a company dealing in brokering properties as a partner was the most tempting offer this year and maybe for the past 10 months. However tempting or lucrative this offer proved to be, I still needed to decide. The roadblock stopping me from joining this company is the inconsistency with my belief in the Lord Jesus.

I have decided. I will not join the company because it is not aligned with the will of God. We should not be unequally yoke with non-believers in business as well as marriage. The clashing of ideologies and practices will be detrimental to both parties.

On another note, working where I am working now has become a frustration and burden. The lack of support and cooperation has made work difficult. The strong desire to deliver the results that I yearned to has become a diminishing hope. Is there a better offer?

My new toy...

2008-01-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

Just got myself a Canon 40D + 17-85mm f4-5.6 IS USM + 50mm f1.8 for RM....guess?

I'm happy with the performance of this camera. The 6.5fps and high iso low noise performance is just sweet...jump over to my photoblog to view some sample shots. More shots to come.

He, the man...

2008-01-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

What a way to celebrate the new year by our Health Minister.

Actually, I was wondering, why didn't the top politicians make some noise during the unfolding of this scandal?

If you watch the Malaysiakini.com video on JeffOoi.com, you can sense the sarcasm in Dr. Chua's statement. He touched on the "holier-than-thou" issue where, the rakyat of Malaysia that consist of politicians are adopting. He particularly touched on the "Islam Hadhari" issue. I believe that this is a conspiracy. Mad idea but this is what I'v been hearing. Lets see what the Police (which refused an Independent Royal Commission) will do to investigate and reveal who is the mischievous-coward behind this. Maybe, maybe isn't a suitable word but ministers and politicians that are involved in similar cases or other issues/scandals should own up to their mistakes. Don't be a no-ball man.

Who will be erected?

2007-12-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

It is a shame to be a Malaysian. The PM should be a shame that some of his MPs from UMNO are very much "empty" in their heads. People of all nations, since I as a Malaysian has been put to shame, I have nothing to lose when declaring to you readers that the Malaysian parliament is filled with real "no-brain" Members of Parliament from the Barisan Nasional (national coalition party).

I really hope the BN will lose many seats in the coming election. If there isn't one, then I hope they won't have any erection too.

Vote wisely....

2007-12-12T11:49:00.000+08:00

They flew to The Great Britian to fight for our independence from the British.
They came back with a new social contract.
They entangled us in a web of lies and marginalised us contractually.
Today, their children have again done something great.
They have not only marginalised us, Malaysians.
But they have done something greater.
That is, stolen our basic rights-human rights!

BN component parties should be doomed to fail in the next election.
Being "yes man" to the leadership only portray a gutless, selfish image.
Rise up Malaysians, vote wisely. We don't need the BN to bring in the investment.
All we need are wisdom, cooperation and diligence.

ps: go to www.youtube.com and view how democracy is practiced by the Malaysian government.

Remove Selfishness First

2007-12-05T18:59:00.001+08:00

Lim Kit Siang's blog ran a very controversial post. Read it here...Remove Cross and Christian Statue From Mission Schools

Can we as Christians, Bhuddist, Hindus and other religious background confidently say "REMOVE THE 5 PRAYERS A DAY FROM THE TV AND BAN THE MOSQUE FROM BLARING THE PRAYERS ALOUD?

The answer is no because we have brains to think and have a kind enough heart to tolerate. Why can't the other odd one think and act in the same way?

Hidden Agendas

2007-12-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

Of late, we have multiple groups of people with different reasons to protest openly against the government.
The police force didn't allow them to protest via gatherings/marching. This deemed their gathering illegal.
ISA was mentioned as a means to punish culprits who defy the government's call to not protest via those
methods but only through the ballot box. So, what's the government's hidden agenda for all these they
mentioned through the local mass media? Anyhow, I'm not voting for them...they have too many
selfish agendas...

Pride or just lie?

2007-12-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

Having the twin towers is as if a dream had come true. Have you ever wondered it isn't just as simple as a dream come true.
Could it be self pride or ego-feeding? Or maybe we are lying to ourselve of our level of development- socially, morally, economically
and culturally.

Odd one out

2007-12-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

Bersih?

2007-11-14T18:55:00.000+08:00

BERSIH...Do you think Malaysia's ruling coalition is clean?

If you do, you are probably the dumbest or most naive person on this earth.

Even a stray dog is cleaner...

The "Pembuat Kasut"

2007-11-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

If you ever wished you could drive with faux pride in your cute little unsafe Kancil, and still think you look cool. Hmmm...maybe you ought to look elsewhere where driving isn't needed. Maybe handling a lawn mower which look like an F1 car driven by The Schumacher will give you the ego boost.

Try this...

Picture courtesy of Autoblog.com

The questions

2007-10-30T17:59:00.000+08:00

When is the next Election?

Who will you vote?

Who will win?

The all new...

2007-09-18T12:15:00.000+08:00

Starting a car without keys...
This is a brand new car from Toyota...

Selamat Hari Merdeka!

2007-09-01T10:24:00.000+08:00

Echoing the late Tunku, Merdeka is for the Bangsa Malaysia.

MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA
MERDEKA MERDEKA
MERDEKA

Soon...

2007-08-18T16:43:00.000+08:00

Pinky asked Brain "What is he doing tonight?". Brain answered as it usually would, "To take over the world!!!".

Now ask yourselves, "What are the Chinese doing?".

See this and think further of the other similar possibilities.
Link :- http://www.iht.com/articles/2007/08/17/africa/malawi.php

Just a thought

2007-08-18T13:35:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, how things work out and become can be quite of a surprise. If not, rude.

Appreciate Komanwel CG peeps

2007-08-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

I read it on someone who is part of a group of people dear, very dear to me...

Bro, you were always there with us through it all.. thru fun times, and thru the not so fun times.. you were always there to guide us, to lead us, and to lend a helping hand.. you've always got the right answers and solutions to everything.. i admire your wisdom and your passion for God.. despite it being your final year in uni loaded with assignments, attachments and exams, the CG can always rest assured that you've prepared word and know that it's prepared well with much effort.. you're very much a people person, you speak to the "highs" and stoop to the "lows" ranging from corporate CEOs in suits and mercs to medical students wit weird jargons to the little children running around in church banging into things... but you never lose sense of who you are.. you have taught me responsibility and determination..

I am so glad that you have learned something from our very short time spent together learning from the word of God. Do pray for one another often...the world isn't a good place to be in.

on the fence

2007-08-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

Can someone tell me what camera system should I be getting?

I'm looking for a camera that can do these:

- quick and accurate auto focus
- clean sharp images
- fast (shot to shot, setting changing)
- nice to grip
- accurate white balance

Lost

2007-08-04T19:43:00.000+08:00

You wait for someone,
You count the chances to be with her,
You reach a divergence along the way,
You see no clear signs,
You take the road you think is right,
You hesitated,
You doubt,
You worry,
You are lost!

If only there is the ray of light...

2007-07-29T15:03:00.000+08:00

When was the last time you missed someone so much that you end up dreaming about the person?
Only the presence of the person will satisfy the feeling.

But, I rather be with the person everyday than to miss the person everyday...

Fast and Pray

2007-07-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

First and foremost, Malaysia is celebrating its 50 years of independance. The 50 years of Merdeka is certainly something worth celebrating yet it should be our responsibility to fast and pray for this nation. The theme for this year's 40 days fast and pray is Church: The Transforming Agent. Just as the theme speaks volume of our purpose as a church in Malaysia, we should all rise in unity to pray for this nation. Fasting and praying goes hand in hand. The program starts on the 22nd of July and last all the way through to the 30th of August 2007. Do participate as this nation's future lies with what we do today.

Secondly, please pray for the captured Korean Christians and Germans in Afghanistan by the Taliban. For any updates please check your local or international news. Link to CNN.COM here.

Online Fashion Survey

2007-07-22T15:04:00.001+08:00

Please help a friend of mine to complete her survey for her thesis. Jacqueline is currently pursuing her Honours year at Monash University's School of Business. She needs a total of 500 surveys to be completed. If you are working in Malaysia (Malaysian or otherwise) you are urged to particitpate. Students are also welcome. If you are a Malay, you are even more welcome. Thank you.

Please click on this link to participate.

Jacqueline Foong's online survery

Over-sensative

2007-07-21T19:59:00.000+08:00

My Vios' engine could hardly sustain a normal running condition for the second time after purchasing it about 5 months ago. The first time was when I was working in JB. I drove through a big puddle of water caused by a thunderstorm. This time around, it happened in Sitiawan. I am back here because currently I am working in Ipoh (to be exact, somewhere near Jusco and the highway toll). I changed my honk but nothing was done to the original wiring.

So, I could be the very very unfortunate one who had purchased a defective Vios. My next car will very likely be an European make. Bye bye Toyota, you have disappointed me. No car is perfect but at least it should be good enough not to break down like this.

Anyone need a ride?

Worst Performing Asian Cup Team!

2007-07-15T01:18:00.000+08:00

Malaysian FOotball?

Pathetic...

A "peek" into my life

2007-07-14T15:25:00.000+08:00

So, life isn't all rosy and fun-filled, is it? My life has been tremendously roller coaster like until recently. I'll tell you a pictorial story of a little bit of my life. Let's skip the day I was born, toddler years ....let's start with teenage years where most of the drama took place.
Like my long hair (I can sense now that many would be laughing), days were long and dreaded them. My teenage years were just hippie like. Rebellious and full of dramas, both at home and elsewhere (where ever you can find me). My temper would erupt like a super volcano. Not a very nice scene. Like a roller coaster, occasionally I would be an "angel" (this must be a joke, but I am not laughing).
Life took a round about turn in the later part of my teenage years. Toppled over, my life seemed like it could do with an abrupt "full-stop". But life didn't just stopped there. There were just more things to be done. It wasn't worth stopping. I didn't attempt suicide, ok. Life was full of grey areas, some of which are still visible today but so much lesser.
Then, I met different group of new friends. I am just lazy to search for other pictures of friends. I'm so blessed to have different group of friends. I have learned a lot from them. So, what made life so meaningful and worth living for?
Vanity! All is vanity! That happens when I wanted life to be like I wanted it to be. Life is just not as orderly as the cutleries are arranged in the picture. But it is tough as steel. Stained from sin, I felt condemned, unworthy and guilty. Stained...then Jesus came and cleansed. Stainless now.
Hey, this story wouldn't be complete without a little bit more twist to it. What about love life Philip? I can't exactly tell how it is but what I can say is this; God is teaching us something new and our obedience to Him counts. She is amazing. Sounds cliche? hehe. I can't sum up how I feel since I knew her. Let's walk in God's will together...I hope we can write the next chapter of the story of life together.
Life is not always about the "overturned wheelbarrow". At times, it is like steel, tough as it may seem. We can only become tougher if we don't give up. Stainless because of Jesus. In the end, when we look back, when I looked back...I am contended. It is like a moment of "blowing bubbles". Fun...exciting yet challenging. Stick to Jesus. Never give up on yourself because He didn't.

Life is good

2007-07-12T11:10:00.000+08:00

My friends, thank you for your concern. I am not doing badly. In fact I am doing fine. Sometimes what I type here are just my inner most thoughts and emotions. I may feel that way but it doesn't mean my world is actually crumbling. I see these as bits and pieces of building blocks to strengthen me and mold me into a person after The Porter's own will. No worries.

Transitioning

2007-07-10T08:28:00.000+08:00

The Year of Transition of all sorts.
This year, the year of transition.

The year 2007 brings a tonne of new challenges.
The previous years too have its own set of challenges.
But this year's challenges are just different.
How am I going to face these challenges?
Will I take them on with courage or with trembling?
But what I know is that I should remain calmed in times of trials.

Certainly, having the peace of God helps...

The Silent Weeks

2007-07-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

It is looking Better. Better. Hopeful.
Long Silence. Mixed Thoughts.
Mixed Emotions.

New Beginning will Dawn.
Strengthened.
Focused.

Love.
Loved.

CTOS?

2007-07-02T20:29:00.000+08:00

Some minister who has nothing else better to do is condemning the services provided by CTOS Sdn. Bhd. If he has not been doing things that would reflect badly on him, why must he worry and kick up a fuss? Or just because 1/3 of MPs are listed there and there is fear of somewhat that one day people would know that their representative at parliament is a jerk and is of no good use but owing and cheating people of money for their selfish gains.

Why don't the government bring in the ISA to nab all those involved in collecting these information and also those who give out these information. I am sure many financial instituations, law firms (including his) and other institutions which hold important private information of the rakyat. This may very well include governmnet departments and bodies. Go nab all of them including yourself. Stupid!

Smacked!

2007-06-30T13:14:00.000+08:00

Smack your forehead when you found yourself being the caused of a problem that you didn't know was your fault. I was that blur. Maybe I was lost in the web of the whole philosophy of love. Could love be as simple as faith is? In the form of child like faith. Back to basics, that is the key word for me. I have lost myself in this whole episode of pursuing the complexity of love. It is definitely not that complex. It is definitely not philosophy. Love is...

Bumiputra: Losing their rights?

2007-06-26T15:43:00.000+08:00

Jeffooi.com has always been almost of a daily read for me. This time around, I think he has precisely forecasted a devastation that will destroy our country if nothing concretely good is done and because of what has been done and is being done is continued. He went on to mention this:

"It is a perilous game to play if Malaysia is bent on alienating even the bumiputra by over protecting the Umnoputra sub-strata, and at the same time turning its back on two of its biggest trading partners, namely the US and the EU, which have called for the removal of such intra-and-ultra discriminatory policies."

And then to this:

"The crux of the matter is, there is a fundamental difference between adjusting an archaic economic policy and safeguarding sovereignty in an ever changing global economy environment. Ignore it at your own peril as ASEAN's Vietnam and Indonesia -- who generate similar product clusters as Malaysia's with improving quality at relatively lower cost -- may one day eat your lunch."

Love as CS Lewis sees

2007-06-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket--safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. The alternative to tragedy, or at least to the risk of tragedy, is damnation. The only place outside of Heaven where you can be perfectly safe from the perturbations of love is Hell.

CS Lewis

Who ever you are, you have very accurately described love as CS Lewis would have. Thank you. It takes lots of courage to love. Hope is another influential element in love.

The Lesson

2007-06-21T13:33:00.000+08:00

God is teaching me something.
I need to be alert.
I cannot afford to miss out.
He is teaching you too.

Danger lurks

2007-06-19T16:34:00.000+08:00

---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: Diana
Date: Jun 18, 2007 4:57 PM
Subject: Please forward it to anyone who cares enough to make a difference!

Dear fellow bloggers,

I am asking for a favour from all of you 'big' bloggers, to get the
word out about the hazards of the swiftlets that are flying around.
The bird droppings, the increase in the numbers of flies, and the
potential H5N1 influenza, commonly known as 'bird flu'.

I know that there are a lot of shop-lots which are converted in
'swiftlet hotels', and lots more are being built, in areas where
people walk, eat, and even sleep.

How come there is no enforcement of the local by-laws prohibiting the
building of such commercial ventures in residential areas??? And even
if they are built in commercial areas, they are still too close to
where people are living. If this state of affairs continues ad
infinitum, bird flu is bound to rip through our towns with a speed
which will leave the authorities helpless.

Please let anyone know who has the ear of someone influential, because
that is the only way things work here and we could get some light
thrown on this very serious issue.

I am doing this to protect my family. I am not instigating trouble
but my husband and I will fight to protect ourselves and our children.
It is simply too dangerous to let this issue go unnoticed.

--
Just Me,
Chiwi

Anyone willing to help? Maybe Lim Kit Siang/Jeff Ooi/Teressa Kok?

Contradictions

2007-06-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

Sadness contradicts with happiness. So is my life right now. It seems like a contradiction. A contradiction of two very distant worlds. The world of dreams and reality. Today, they clashed!
The outcome I've yet to experience in full but even the faintest of it is troubling. I shall still pursue...as long as the hope is alive. I am sad because of love yet I am happy because there is honesty in this love. Which shall I love more?

The Distance

2007-06-18T13:40:00.000+08:00

Distance can make a heart miserable.
A miserable heart worries the mind.
A worried mind manifest uncertainties.
Uncertainties births indecisiveness.
Indecisiveness leads to regrets.
Regrets demolishes hope.
Hopelessness is only but an excuse.
A lame excuse not to love even more...

Yes, undoubtedly the distance plays a great role but it is not a good enough excuse to give up on loving one more and more...=)

2057: Malaysian Independence?

2007-06-15T15:06:00.000+08:00

When the office is quite and almost empty and while some are busy sleeping, I am typing this to revive my blog or rather to kick off my boredom. As I am typing this, the office assistant's pathetic computer speakers are blaring away Whitney Houston's I'll Always Love You to my annoyance. Looking out through the window of the conference room, what appears to be the PJ skyline has now turned all dark grey. Just yesterday, as it is with other days that have passed the rain has been too heavy. I do not like it when it rains. Particularly, heavy rain. If you hear of constant floods in Bangladesh when it rains exceptionally heavy, now turn on the tv and you will hear not Bangladesh but Malaysia. I am talking about KL city, PJ "city"(rubbish) and JB city (another rubbish).

Very very soon, if nothing is done to mitigate this stupid third world "phenomenon", Malaysia will never reach its intended 2020 or 2057 (thats freaking long time) goals. We need amphibious vehicles. Maybe by then we would not need Proton or maybe Proton can acquire another company. This time, a sampan manufacturer in Kelantan? Sigh, what ever happened to the Malayia Boleh spirit. Which in my humble opinion is a good motto to encourage us as Malaysians to do better but sadly, it has been raped. Well, the judiciary system will not help either as it is not capable of handling high profile cases like these (what ever happened to the Altantunya case has been all misleading, the truth needs to surface and someone needs to be spank real hard).

So, the Malaysia Boleh spirit is still living but the dark side has tempted it over and entrapped it in hell's deepest pit, the bottomless pit. *That's a big contradiction*. Just like our government and some of its "subjects". We have only two choices which are, join them or leave them. I say go start your own political party and fight for an autonomous region.

Malaya gained its independence in the year 1957...but Malaysia technically have not gained its independence since it was formed in 1963(isit). The only thing that has happened which was close to any independence was Singapore's. So we need it...

Colmar Tropicale

2007-06-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

Berjaya Hill Resort...Colmar Tropicale at Bukit Tinggi is not worth the visit. Don't waste your time...Concept it good...implementation is good...continuous maintenance and value creation is substandard...there are better food elsewhere...it is not cold!!

Tragic Demise

2007-06-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

Val, although we have only met a few times over the years, you have been really a source of laughter. Over mamak sessions where I find your antics amusing and your pressence felt, you will be missed. I hope you are in a better place.

2007-06-03T11:54:00.000+08:00

Perak
http://www.esyariah.gov.my/portal/page?_pageid=185,79653&_dad=portal2&_schema=PORTAL2

"ENAKMEN JENAYAH (SYARIAH) 1992
3/1992
Bahagian BAHAGIAN IV KESALAHAN BERHUBUNGAN DENGAN MARUAH AGAMA DAN INSTITUSINYA
Bab

Seksyen 13 - Perbuatan atau perkataan murtad.
Seseorang Islam yang dengan sengaja, sama ada dengan perbuatan atau perkataan atau dengan cara apa jua pun, mengaku hendak keluar daripada Agama Islam atau mengisytiharkan dirinya sebagai orang yang bukan Islam adalah melakukan suatu kesalahan mempersendakan Agama Islam dan hendaklah, apabila disabitkan, dikenakan hukuman denda tidak melebihi tiga ribu ringgit atau penjara selama tempoh tidak melebihi dua tahun atau kedua-duanya."

So, what utter rubbish is this? Does this mean a person who has paid the fine and served a jail sentence can freely go profess and practice another religion of his or her choice? Or is the person going to be repeatedly "punished" for an act of free will?

This is only an example from Perak, the other states have quite similar Syariah laws except for Negeri Sembilan where one is allowed to convert. I suggest all those who want to renounce Islam to go there.

Read on...another thought..

"[Had your Lord willed, all the people on earth would have believed. So can you (Prophet) compel people to believe?] (Yunus 10: 99)." commented by Hantu Gigi Jarang (more like Jalang) (http://rantingsbymm.blogspot.com/2007/05/do-we-believe-in-quran.html)

Hello?? can you hear me? SO can you? If you can, why must there be a prohibition to reject renunciation?

bakaq-a.k.a penarik beca had to use the analogy of joining the military to associate people entering and embracing Islam...a hint of terrorism, maybe?

Anyhow, if any Muslim should respond to this post with anger, disgust and frustration plus a whole lot of disappointment, this is how the world feels about the 2-1 decision. Who on earth put 2 Muslim and one non Muslim judge to decide on such issues? Real bias...flawed decision for the insecure religion.

Lina still has Joy

2007-05-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

So, the big news was released. It is as I would have expected. Two of the judges are Muslims while the other not. What kind of results would you expect? Sadly, in Malaysia, where the government, actually only the PM is pushing for transparency and just and fair actions and while the judiciary system is trying hard to clean its act, this is an unwelcoming news. Read the dailies and you will know what I'm talking about. Where is the freedom expressed in Article 11?

The ABIM person even dare say that many Malaysians, muslims and not will welcome this piece of news. Mister, you should talk to people first...utter rubbish.

If the majority were to be proud and confident of their god and religion, then why the insecurity? Isn't this very obvious everywhere? Except for some...

For those who plan to migrate to Malaysia other than to do mission works, please find other alternatives. This is Bolehland where all kinds of laws and judgments can be made based on unjust sentiments.

What is wrong with these people?

2007-05-29T20:09:00.000+08:00

Just as I was browsing through local and international news, I stumbled upon some really disturbing news. Coincidentally, both are related to sex. My question is, "What is wrong with these people?".

On the local front, Sin Chew Daily ran a news clipping of a newly ordained Metropolitan Community Church, New York gay Malaysian pastor. Ou Yang Wen Feng reserve no rights to be ordained as pastor. Clearly, he has violated God's prohibition on homosexuality. Adding salt to the wound, "shesh"(he+she) was the daily's scholar. One do not become a pastor just because it is a dream since young for I suppose the weight is more on the calling of one.

Just across the Straits of Tebrau in the land of the Lee Empire, there live a man so hungry for sex that he has 4 legitimate (by Islamic law) wives and 6 contractual wives! What on earth is contractual wife? I wonder if the contract actually reads with sarcasm, "You, ________, shall submit to me for 10 years plus 10 years (upon reconsideration) as a contractual wife and shall bear me as many children and most importantly to satisfy my ferocious sex drive." Of course all contracts have disclaimers, which I think this would read, "If the contractual wife does not meet the stated fit for use and description during the signing of the contract, there would be a breech of contract a term." "And if she does not allow her daughters to satisfy me sexually, the contractual marriage shall be deem invalid." What barbaric (no even barbarians don't do this) acts!!!

Who's pocket I wonder? Do you know?

2007-05-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

Check this out...corruption to the core.

Keyword : Sukhoi

Eventful

2007-05-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

My stay thus far in the land of the Johore Sultanate have been eventful to say the least. My avid readers, as if I have a huge following, have been following quite closely to my adventures here and the boredom of the padded cell. I'm beginning to "un" dislike this place. Note that I didn't say I'm beginning to like this place. The feeling of disliking a place or thing or person has to reach neutral grounds before moving to liking. The situation, similar to that of negatives to nil and towards positives.

Well, at least my weekend was spend doing things that are more meaningful. Joan was back to her home to celebrate Mother's Day. What an encouragement to hear about how she celebrated it. Everyone of us should appreciate our moms. We went to Sagittarius for a drink while chatting over numerous topics ranging from life to God. (What else can two CG members talk about?) Alot more actually but there are plenty of chances to do so. Aha, the funny thing about the weekend was that I know slightly more roads than her (been staying here for 22 years). Hahaha...

Sunday morning. My Vietnamese colleague FFK me. He was suppose to follow Joan and I to church (Calvary Charismatic Church) where David Lim (Peter's bro) attends and serves. It seems, the Lims have something in common. They are resident guitarist wherever they go. Good for them. I've finally decided to settle in this church. I'll attend CG on Wednesday nights and badminton on Saturdays. So no worries to those who have been praying for me on this. I'm grateful. I'm excited. I want to be in a CG but I know the experiences and memories of Komanwel CG will never be replaced or beaten. I'm not asking for a free meal but if you guys insist, I won't resist.ahah...

Car went swimming in the notorious Johor floods. No, not exactly flooded but was a slight flash flood. Water levels were about slightly higher than one quarter the tire height (185/55 R15). It didn't stall there and then but only after a few hours parked at my apartment. I had to call for a tow truck to tow it to the Toyota Service Centre in Larkin. Thank God, my insurance bore every cost involved. Plus Toyota was kind enough to give me another round of service for free only 1 day after the second (5000km) service. The only problem was wet spark plugs...my Vios is running again.

So, an eventful weekend...Praise God...

Lim Kit Siang said this....

2007-05-03T22:02:00.001+08:00

Public building mishaps - once is accident, twice is coincidence, thrice is systemic government collapse

i find it rather funny but is it true?

Forgive them

2007-05-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

Check out this website and click on the updated reports on the killings of Christians in Turkey by Islamic fanatics.

http://www.izmirprotestan.org

2007-05-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

New pictures over at my photoblog... www.see-not.blogspot.com

Jump o v e r to w it n e ss s ome n e w pic tures....some new adventures...

Padded Cell

2007-04-30T21:06:00.001+08:00

I wanted to type a whole new "sequel" to the initial post on the Padded Cell I live in. Alot of things happened over the past 24 hours or lesser. Guess I won't need to type it out now. All thanks to a long distance call. Hearing a much missed voice really helped elevate all the impacts of harsh work and disappointments off my shoulders.

If living life legalistically then, the so called yolk of Christ will be heavy and burdensome. Otherwise, living life by the His Spirit and out of true love for God will make life pleasant even in the midst of storm. I quote the much missed voice who quoted Oswald Chambers (all paraphrased). Truly God can use a human even so far away to touch and move, more so , motivate another who was downcasted and feeling the cold of disappointment.

These words I leave for you to digest. God bless. I'm still walking with Jesus, my friends...but it doesn't mean life is easy. If you read this, please pray, even for yourself. My CG(Komanwel) I really do miss you all. Lets meet for lunch this Sunday or for dinner this Saturday. Can we arrange something for my sake? eheh..appreciate it.

PS: Matthew, my deepest condolences to you and your family.

Padded Cell

2007-04-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

Boredom

2007-04-22T19:09:00.000+08:00

Since moving to Skudai, Johor, I've been deprived of Internet connection. Internet has become a need? I don't think so. Maybe a little or a bit more depending on your dependancy on it. For me, I don't really need to use the Internet. It has become apart of life. That is worst. It has become a habit. A desperation. I', so bored here in Skudai only at nights. I don't do clubbing, pubbing, barring or any of those related things. I am so bored to the extent that I don't know what to do.

Having a Vietnamese colleague tagging along where ever I go isn't helping at all. I miss my personal space. I even have to tell him to not come too close. I understand that in Vietnam (and other less individualistic countries) people walk about with their shoulders rubbing while the worst I've heard and seen are the Bangladeshis (they hold hands). I had to tell him the brutal truth after a week of "torement". =) Not that I don't want to shower people with God's love...it is difficult now that I'm going through it. Imagine the amount of grace, patience and love missionaries have. God help me...

A little more update for my friends back home and back in the "civilised" world (Johorians, I don't mean to insult=)). I spend my weekend in Singapore visiting Peter Lim who is about to leave for Scotland for training this 2nd of May. The level of humidity wasn't as I would like it to be-lower. I was practically sticky and sweaty the whole weekend. Fuyooh! Panas. Taman Universiti is small. Now I understand why my manager goes back to KL every weekend. I can't wait to go north. I'm going to decide this coming weekend which church I will stay put for the rest of my training schedule. Please pray my friends that I will find a suitable one. I need to be apart of the body of Christ. Loneliness isn't the best thing. More updates soon. Oh ya, I'm recovering from my flu/cold already. Thank you for your prayers. My Vietnamese colleague needs prayer now and soon all those I've come into contact with. Poor people. Till then. Signing off and going back to the my "padded cell" in Skudai. Thank God Jusco and Starbucks is just 5 minutes walk from the "padded cell". I will post pictures soon. Take care and God bless.

When determination won't suffice

2007-04-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

Having the determination alone to relocate even for a while would not automatically be a continuous motivation. You need more than determination to stay at a foreign place. What you need is this...

All Things Are Possible!!!! says:
its the job description
All Things Are Possible!!!! says:
that make me stay here
All Things Are Possible!!!! says:
not the environment
All Things Are Possible!!!! says:
not the boss
All Things Are Possible!!!! says:
its a ticket to global wealth and freedom
Philip says:
global wealth and freedom? are you a cult leader?

I didn't know working life can transform someone to even think of that sentence/theory/principle/idea. It sounds like a sentence from an e-commerce text book or some e-commerce lecturer's mouth.

Determination

2007-04-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

Determination will be spelled discipline and standing firm whenever a determined, stubborn and principled person is in the construction industry. Perhaps, in all industries? It is going to be very tough and I need His grace and strength.

Quote of the day

2007-03-24T11:52:00.000+08:00

"without the end in mind, there would be no determination to run any race"